post-natal blues.
even though im equipped with better help this time round, as well as being more prepared, the blues still hit me all the same.
different set of challenges this time round.
mainly from the juggling of being mummy to the 2 boys.
peanut needs alot of my time and attention as im trying to establish a breastfeeding pattern now.
and yz is trying to adapt to having 2 new people in the household too (peanut and the confinement lady). the end result is he starts behaving rather naughty and we've to start disciplining him alot.
which breaks my heart as he is already away from me for most of the day @ childcare and i dont wish to let his evenings end up in tears before his sleeping time.
BUT, its really hard not to for the terror can really come up with all kinda nonsense to test hubbi's and my patience. :(
AND i think my flowery legs is also acting up. i hate being confined at home.
AND im getting so sick of confinement food.
*sigh* another 1.5weeks to go! just have to tahan!
meantime, will start sneaking away with the husband or yz for some evenings since we've the confinement lady around. :P
anything to keep my sanity. bleh.
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